Sunday, July 5, 2009

00020:lost in alcohol

00020:lost in alcohol
I am sitting in the ktv room now,singing with my colleagues,after drunk a lot at dinnder tonight. I am really lost now. It`s not the life i wanna to have,and i even feel nasty of it now. I always believe people become real friends and establish true faith against each other based on the honesty,careness,and respect.however,alcochol plays very important roles in networking in china.i hate it!!!does alcohol really bring people together? I wanna live a life without alcohol.i wanna get rid of alcohol to keep good health. I hold the point of view that i can make money depends on my professionals rather then the volumn of alcohol.
Thouth i have not figured out my next stop yet, i start to think  of my future now.
Quit or holding?Is it a time for me
Be my self.......
God bless me